Moving In...

It’s been a while, hasn’t it? I do apologise to everybody – but what a hectic few months it’s been. Mainly work really, at one point I worked 24 days straight, including weekends. Very tiring – but I accrued a lot of extra holiday days, so definitely planning to take it easy with a nice relaxing week or two off soon.

And out of everything that seems bad, most of the time something good comes out of it, and this was no different. As he barely saw me for the best part of a month, Master J finally decided that he really did miss me when he couldn’t see me for several days at a time, and also decided that he’d be happier if we had more time together. The result of those decisions was… dum dum dum… he asked me to move in with him! :-D

Does the big smiley face give away that I may be a little bit happy about it? Lol

Well I am, no question about that. In fact, I’ve been trying to drop him tiny hints about it for quite a few months now.

I am also scared of course. But I was thinking about that, as my mind went a thousand miles a minute wondering if our D/s relationship could be ruined by the monotonous routines of day to day living together, and I realised that at the end of the day it’s no more scary than any other relationship. Every relationship I’ve ever been in was scary, whether it be D/s or “vanilla”, and I was scared the last time, and only other time, that I moved in with a guy. That was a regular relationship, but I had all the same feelings and questions. Will living together take the spark away? Will we survive the 24/7 life? Will I be able to hide all my crazy from him if we’re in the same house? And all the other questions that come with moving in together.

Is it any different because it’s a D/s relationship? I really don’t know, it possibly has more implications on certain levels, but I think J and myself are comfortable with each other in normal situations as well as D/s situations, so I’d like to think not. In fact I’d like to think it will give us a lot more opportunities to evolve our relationship and become closer. And maybe it will even give me a chance and the situations to evolve the submissive side of myself.

Anyway, time will tell, it’s been a few weeks since he asked and I accepted now, but I wanted to find a replacement in my current place first so as not to leave my current house-mate in the lurch with rent to pay and nobody to share the burden with. But we’ve found someone to take my room now, so I’m all set to move in with J next weekend.

Wish me luck, there’s no turning back now! Lol