Exam Fever

Hi everybody,

Blogslut here again. Not much to talk about on the bdsm front at the moment, as it is exam week for little old me this week. 2 exams down, 1 left to go.

You'll be happy to know, I'm sure, that they've gone pretty well though. I'm feeling confident.

So, no bdsm news as I said as J has left me alone for the most part this week, knowing how important my exams are to me. He's sweet like that. That said, I've missed him over the past few days that I haven't seen him, and even more so I have missed the tasks and the outfit requests. It's not quite as much fun slipping into a short skirt and stockings when I'm not doing it for him, or not getting that random afternoon text telling me to remove my underwear or bring myself to the brink of orgasm.

It's kind of funny how I've gotten so used to being given regular tasks, and to the feeling of being controlled more often than not. But it's not a feeling I have any intention of getting rid of, as I love it, I really do.

I'll see J next on Friday evening when we go out... a whole 6 days since I last saw him, which also means I'll owe him 6 blow jobs!

We have a ritual, he gets a minimum of one blow job per day, every day, regardless of whether we get together or not. And we do it on an accrual but no prepayment basis. That's just an in-joke for me as I'm training to be an accountant!! lol. It just means that if I don;t give him a blow job one day, I owe him two the next. However, if I give him two in one day, the next day it's back to normal and I still owe him one for the day.

So I was up to date as of last Saturday, so come Friday I'm going to owe him one for every day between Sunday and Thursday, plus Friday's. I don't have to do them all on Friday though, that would be hard work!! lol. Especially as there are rules as to what is classed as a blow job or not. His rules state that it must last five minutes or until his orgasm - whichever comes first (no pun intended).

There is a grey area though - shockingly. If I'm not "giving" the blow job - ie: he's in control of it - should that be classed as a blow job nevertheless?? Answers on a postcard please! Master J lets it slide if I'm behind on my duties, but if I'm all up to date, or if he's just feeling that way inclined, he insists that it doesn't count.

One bj a day may not seem that hard - but it can be if I don't see him every day. For a while we experimented with it being two a day rather than just the one, but that did really get too much. He went away for a week and came back with me owing him 15 blow jobs. Lock jaw was the least of my problems in the few days after that - not to mention I had an unexplainable sore throat for a week!

Anyway, better go do some more revision - thanks for reading!

Blogslut xxx